elaboration on 2011..so far.

This is the least cheesy one I could find. It's from the Bahamas, lol.

JA; so when I mentioned in the last post that I had more short-term goals that I was pursuing, this was one of them. I'm kind of nervous but it should be beneficial. I get a full-letter grade bump on one of my classes, get something good on my resume, and help children make our economy better. Fuck it, seems like there are no real negatives. Even the time commitment isn't bad: only five 45-minute lessons that can be done anytime before April. Seems easy enough but the whole working with kids thing is what's getting me nervous. I've never really dealt with children except for when I was in charge for Larriette Kiddie Camps. This involves more involvement with schools and teachers though. I think it's a step in the right direction.

I really miss dancing. I'm taking a ballet class at NWV but it doesn't seem like enough. I miss performing, choreographing, and all of that good stuff. I'm not gifted enough to major in it and make an amazing career out of it and I realize that, but it's definitely the only thing that's really made me feel anything. It's the visuals added to music and music has helped me through the roughest points in my life. It's the only thing that doesn't make me feel numb. I want to get back in it again and am looking into that too. I also want to get in shape, write more, practice faith more, and just get my creative juices flowing. I think I need it.

Okay, enough blabbering for now.

'til next time, stay classy!♥