Monday, April 11, 2011

Through the turbulence,

we have made it through 6 months. To a lot of couples, it might not have as much importance as it does to me but being with Andrew for half a year is a pretty significant milestone. We've been through a lot of ups and down and through a lot of situations at an earlier time than most couples. I KNOW people who have dated for 6 months aren't talking about the M word. With this acceleration has come a lot of debate as to what we want in life and where we are in life as individuals but my prespective on this hasn't changed. I want Andrew..forever. I don't want him as my friend. I don't want him as some random acquaintance I run into every couple of years. I want him so that I can grow old with him. I want him to be around for everything in my life. I want to be there for everything in his. I want us to make our lives whole..and that hasn't changed. Where I want more exposure, he's been there (in regards to music, traveling, and religion). Where he needs me, I'm there. We compliment each other very well because we balance each other out to make a nice, well-rounded couple. We're opposites and opposites attract. However, we are also VERY alike..and I think that's been the thing that's made us clash sometimes. I think we need to just "be" instead of "trying to be". I love him so much that it's hard to not write about him. This blog is supposed to be about me and he is a part of me fact, he's most of me because he is my other half. I can't mention myself without mentioning him anymore. I'm awfully proud of who I've become. Due to a lot of dissappointment in my young life, I (sadly) conformed and lost sight of my true character. Now, I've rediscovered my old self. I thought that bitch had been buried 6 feet under..I didn't think I'd get her back. Leave it to someone as extraordinary as Andrew to get her. Cheers to the most eventful, eye-opening, stressful, blissful, quickest, and hardest 6 months of my life...with Andrew Patrick Kurtz. Having him around makes life enjoyable. These past months haven't been the easiest, but I've had him with me through it all and that's all that counts.
'til next time, stay classy! ♥